Username: TheRacketeer
Banning Admin: theholycrusader
Length of ban: permanent/indef
Ban reason: ban reason is racism/bigotry
Ban issue: The ban is fair, but I would like a second chance or reduction.
Events leading to the ban
i have reposted my original post in its entirety here for evidence
(Disclaimer I had a learning disability back in school or something, they never really explained to me the main reason behind my IEP, but the main thing to take away here is my Gramer is atrocious, and I have many a spelling mistakes that are going to occur. As well as me forgetting commas and periods. I think it has to do with me wanting to rush this, learn from my fuck up, and try to be more mindful in the future, but in the meantime I’m here and i will let my actions be seen by all I’m 19 I got adhd and this is my fuck up that got me banned. as a side note I say all these details so you can understand me as a person not special treatment I’m just willing to be honest about myself to a self-destructive degree call me what you like in the reply’s I deserve it and then some I’m probably going to go into a depressive slum until this is resolved but don’t worry about me it’s not like i have friends because I don’t i dont like people getting too close to me for the very reason of my ban now this disclaimer is way too long so i will get into it then)
I make this with shame and indifference but I’m going to try to my best to get this out there because the is a game i have fell in love with and i would hate to lose it when all other games at the moment have been well not interesting even so I’m my mistake was a combination of boredom stupidity and thinking me being on for too long casing me to get complacent but let’s start at the beginning of this round i was an antag I’m still new so i don’t know how to antag yet and I was one that ive never played yet a shadow born so i find a quiet place to hide try to play this to make this short i got killed by light after the detective thought it was a good idea to cuff me and bring me in the light i couldn’t even say that the guy i was fighting ealyer was a changeling something I wanted to say to take him down with me but i was dead and all the ghost roles where shit so i made my own fun played hammy went around biting people once running off and generally pissing off the cook who killed me right in front of some bystanders so i respawn as smiles the slime now it was at this time i was humming a parody song to my self and this was my mistake it was a parody of that chrisms song the Spanish one cant think of the name i think it was via les vo de da or something i don’t know the point is this parody came most likly the dephts of 4chan as it was racist really racist now it was is late and im the kinda of person who when the fuck up the understand the consequences and panic have a breakdown and try to make it up now after awhile as smiles i met this bread dog in command and i already at the time had a chunk of this racist parody ready to go as a dark joke because surly no one would expect the happys slime in the world to say such revolting things well i think the bred dog understood me so i typed it out and shit boom got my ban now im both to ashamed and too prideful to repeat what i said here but if your an admin you know what i said and if your someone who knows that parody song you know too but it was now a part of me in the back of my head was like this is not a good idea your going prove to the world that your nothing but a R word and get us banned from our favorite server the only server we play on the one that has our characters and everything else but i being not good with impulse control ignored that voice and went ahead of this let me be clear this premeditative but not representive of me as a person ok look we have all seen what’s going on at the border the inhuman treatment if i could i would commit acts of terror against the government for its treatment of Latin amacrines, Mexicans and everyone else ok and that’s coming from a white guy but i don’t want to be arrested and i still have a future to hang on too so ill save that for when im homeless but I like dark humor and i let that humor slip during the game and i deserve consequences if there is anything to make this wright i will ok public apologue you name it but for now ill take my ban and reflect on how every good thing in my life is ruined by me and my lack of self-control im sorry. im not asking to move on from this im asking for a chance to redeem myself and becase this game is the kind of expercne that i love of digtal form of the social contract on a space station thats the coolest thing ive heard of yet but i understand that when rules are broken that consquens follow i have the school record to show that. so, i ask not for forgiveness as that is something i will never deserve i just ask that be given a shot to redeem myself and if i end up banned again for this well then, you’ll never see me again promises
Ban info]
Username: TheRacketeer
Banning admin: theholycrusader
length of ban: permeant life ban
ban reason: bigotry/racism first offence
side note: as i broke the rules of goob i guess my soul belongs to Kira now
I once again apologize for the spelling and grammar i wanted to make this quick while i have the energy and while the incident is recent so i don’t procrastinate writing this.
signed with guilt theracketer
Reason the ban should be removed
I remember on i first got this game and i was playing botanist and i didn’t know what to do and an admin came and helped me teaching me what to do I feel like i kind of failed that admin by breaking the rules I made a dumb mistake one that im suffering consquense for as i should but please give me one more shoot and I promise ill be better im still new to rp. mrp and space station in general the server i play on was the only one that i felt comfortable using it always had space, and it has relatively nice people people i have hurt by breacking these roles. please, please the only thing i want for charismas is the premission to play on goob again i promise ill be better
Alternate Accounts
i dont have any other accounts because i do not want to circumvent this ban by petty methods