Username: Aaxaxaxaxa
Noting / Banning Admin: BrizbyMouse
Length of ban: Perma
Ban reason: Failed to connect to server: Connect denied: You, or another user of this computer or connection, are banned from playing here. You were banned by: "BrizbyMouse" The ban reason is: "Non-grouping / Harassing staff through the game / Indef GB Refer to ahelp logs, also gloated about showing this to his friends." This ban will only be removed via appeal. You can appeal at https://forums.goobstation.com Attempts to circumvent this ban such as creating a new account will be logged.
Ban issue: The ban is fair, but I would like a second chance or reduction.
Events leading to the ban
One day I got perma-banned for insulting a staff member, BrizbyMouse. I’ve already apologized for that, and I’m apologizing again. I really didn’t want to say all that stuff, it’s just that my day was absolute garbage and I really wanted to get my antag, so I acted so rude. I know I shouldn’t have done that, and from now on I’ll keep myself in check. I tried to write to Brizby to say sorry, but looks like he doesn’t want to listen to me anymore, which I totally understand.
After my first perma-ban I got a second ban on the account ‘Pozornik’ for ban evading on ‘Aaxaxaxaxa’. When my first appeal got denied, I honestly just gave up and thought I’d never play again, so I decided to use my old account thinking it was a great solution. Obviously it wasn’t. I get that ban evading just dug me a deeper grave, but I just wanted to play the game and didn’t want to lose it because of one day where I insulted Brizby.
I’m not trying to justify myself, insulting him was definitely wrong and I should’ve acted more maturely, so I apologize again. And as a result, now I have nothing
Reason the ban should be removed
I now fully realize why ban evading is considered such a severe infraction. By trying to bypass the restriction, I showed a complete lack of respect for the administration’s decision and only dug myself a deeper grave, creating unnecessary work for the server staff. I now understand that the only correct path forward is an open dialogue and an official appeal, rather than trying to hide.
My behavior that evening (insulting Brizby) was absolutely unacceptable. Having a stressful, bad day and desperately wanting to get an antagonist role gives me absolutely no right to lash out at the server team, who volunteer their own time to keep the game fair and orderly. I have truly learned my lesson. I guarantee that in the future, if the game or my personal circumstances cause negative emotions, I will simply log off to cool down instead of ruining the experience for others.
I truly love this server and its community, and it breaks my heart that because of my own stupidity and a momentary lapse of judgment, I lost the privilege of being a part of this project. I am not asking for immediate or complete forgiveness, as I know I don’t deserve it right now. But I beg the administration to please consider lowering this permanent ban to a temporary one, even a very long one, or placing me on a strict probation period. I am pleading for just one chance to show you through my actions that I can be a mature, respectful, and positive player. I just want to earn my place back, even if it takes a long time.
Alternate Accounts
Pozornik
